WELL...here i am makin aniother blog about the world's zillion problems
this time, its about having sex...
i wanna know one thing
in every video i see in health class people talk about sex bein better with no condom
but is it worth it
isgetting HIV, AIDS, STD, PREGNENT or any disease worth not using protection
WELL LET ME TELL YOU
HECK NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
when i grow up and get ready for that special day with that special person
YOU BETTA BELIEVE HE'S GONNA GET TESTED BEFORE WE DO ANYTHING
the only proof of him gettin tested is the results, if teh results are good, i will put it on the fridge...but if it's bad, i won't leave him cuz that would be wrong and i know better






NOW THIS IS FOR ALL WHO READ MY WONDERFUL BLOGS....
I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT MY BLOGS
JUS BY ADDING ALITTLE COMMENT
ITS OT HARD
I WRITE BLOGS BECASUE IT HELPS ME KNOW THAT WHAT I WRITE IS GOOD
AND IT GETS ME ONE STEP CLOSER TO BECOMING A PROFESSIONAL WRITTER


THANK YOU VEEEEERY MUCH

Ok...everyone knows as the years go by the gas prices get higher every year, and every what 4 years a new president is being elected.
well everyone is waiting for Bush to get out of office( so am i). Well, last week the gas prices were $3.63 i think, and i heard on thE radio that gas prices arn't gonn ago up anymore..WELL, THEY LIED.....because gas  cost $3.71, now, i don't drive, so my parents drive me to school every morning...but what if teh gas is below the E and we need to get gas but my parents only got the credit card and the station only accept cash only, WELL, I'LL TELL YOU SOMEONE IS GONNA  BE PUSHIN THE TRUCK....AND IT AIN'T GONNA BE ME....back to the election thing, Hillary or Obama..? i choose Obama for pres. and HIllary for Viice Pres. togeather they will be  INVENSIBLE!!!! ha! ha!....so i can't wait til the elections to see who's gonna win....now on to Global warming, the ozone layer has holes in it because of something i forgot i learned that in biology, thats why it's SOOO FREAKIN HOT...anyway, in english we was  talking about what we can do to save our enviornment, she ( my english teacher) said this is our time adn generation to fixz things adn i agree, but how will we start....nobody know's i say we sighn a petition saying no to...something, i'll know when i find out, but really , think of all the animals trying to survive in teh arctic...don't you see the comercials on tv....do you even watch tv...i hope so...
but when i grow up, i wanna be THE FIRST AFRICAN AMERICAN WOMAN TO BE PRESIDENT OR VICE PRESIDENT BUT PRESIDENT IS BETTER...but that cost money.....to much money....i cant see how they do it, to much money, where do it come from adn how do they get it , adn how do they make it, cuz i wanna know....
i wish money could grow on tree's....my tree's (that was soo random!!)...anyway HSA's are comin up and the only one i'm worried about is the gov't HSA, the preactice HSA is hard enough and all those BCR's not even nesessary (there are exactly 13 BCR"s on the gov't BCR, and the sessions are extra long, so when i come home from school, imma eat sleep study and all that stuff cuz i wanna go to the 11th grade...I WON'T LET NO TEST GET IN MY WAY!!!


NOW, my frioend Thomas made this book which is really good (but mine is better) it's kind of like kingdom hearts (if you play the game you know what i mean). its funny...
NOW OFF THAT SUBJECT!!


GAS PRICES AND GLOBAL WARMING



SCHOOL AND POLITICS

Ok...well ,after the thing with Ronny and the money thing, i sat  at a diferent table, i sit with a bunch of boys, now their like my brothers, we laugh togeather, whenever someone is depressed or emotional the others are, were's so close.
Now i like one of them...Dustin.
So...now my friend Neli (girls nick name) sits at the table because my ex-friend was talking about her.
Now that she's at our table, all she's doing is flirting with them...
even Dustine..i'm like OMG...so..after that, i said "i think Dustin like's you."
But before that, at lunch, he was just whispering to her (is whispering a word??)
compleminting her..so now i have second thoughts about him..this  is the third time this happend,
1 with Daniell and cyndi
2 pamela and Thomas(who i still like)
3 Myesha and Thomas
and finally
4nelli and dustin
what is it that i don;t have
is it something they don't like
if there is
i'm not changing cuz if you want me
you need to accept me for who iam
if you like me
tell me
why are boys like that....and why are girls so dramatic..
i'm one of them
if i like him, i should have told him
i'm soooo stupid GOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm gonna stay single for the rest of my life
ever since i've entered the 10th grade the only person i went out with was Allen
Allen was a sweet heart......but he moved, so we had to part
and i haven't dated then.
GOSH THIS SUCKS
I HATE MY LOVE LIFE

Come to me Clouds
May you rise as an evil storm
Born to rip them open
Let the cover of night bear witness who resist so they will harm me not
Let the blood of many cleanse me, preserving beauty eternal
I pray you
-stay alive

this morning at like 10 something in the morning, i was gonna take a shower adn get dressed becasue i'm going to a party...i the first thing i do is 
1. wash my face
2. brush my teeth
3. look for something to wear
i picked out some clothes but i didn't like it...
so the night before my half sister was gonna throw out some clothes she couldnt fit, so she casme into my room and said "i can't fit these, so you want any of it" i looked through the clothes and picked out what i wanted. we had a good time yesterday!
Now today...in teh morning (around 10). i was all ready to go until i wanted to pick out some other pants, i a went downstairs and asked my sister where were the pant she couldnt fit. she said i'll tell you later whith an attitude. my step mom said, stop bein so damn hateful, she was mad because she's always like that, thats why non of my high school friends don't like her, and honestly i can see why, and i don't care. Anyway, my step mom was sayin soem stuff to her(half sis), it wasn't bad, it was the truth, so seh got teh clothes and put them in my room. i picked out 1 pair of jeans and went to takle a shower. not even 5 minutes later, she bangs on teh bathroom door and say open the door.
NOTE: EVERYTIME I TAKE A SHOWER SHE ALWAYS HAS TO GET OR DO SOMETHING
i open the door she gets the trash, i told her that she should have done that yesterday because the trash was full.. so she left. then minutes later i peek over teh curtains to see if she was gone and she was. i turn off the water and see no clothes on the medicine chest we have in our bathroom, seh reenters the bathroom with my clothes with a smile. then when i'm about to put on my clothes, no under clothes, so i wrap myself in teh towl and go in my room (which is right next to the bathroom). i come downstairs to eat and she says "what are you looking at" i say nothing because my step mom is already tired of us arguing....

p.s.
I MADE MY OWN SHIRT..WITH A REALLY CUTE DESIGN....I LOVE ITM, I'M GONNA BE A FASHION DESIGNER/  WRITER/ ACTRESS/ SINGER 

HINT- start from the bottom then work your way to the top
(message 1)
lucky guess

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: I HOPE U DIE U STUPID WHORE™
Date: Feb 22, 2008 9:51 AM


o..
u still didn't tell me who or how you knew
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: DAMN YOUNG IT AINT GOIN BE DA SAME WIT OUT U GARY
Date: Feb 22, 2008 11:07 AM


he went 2 job core
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: HELP..ME..I'M SOO CONFUSED™
Date: Feb 19, 2008 2:24 PM


oh...well, what happened to gary

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: DAMN YOUNG IT AINT GOIN BE DA SAME WIT OUT U GARY
Date: Feb 18, 2008 9:21 PM


u already answered that one
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: if i die...how much wud u care?™
Date: Feb 18, 2008 6:59 AM


the 1 when u asked if i didn't like u

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: DAMN YOUNG IT AINT GOIN BE DA SAME WIT OUT U GARY
Date: Feb 17, 2008 1:41 PM


what other message

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: I CAN TELL U LYK ME.IF UR WONDERIN, I LYK U 2™
Date: Feb 17, 2008 8:12 AM


may i kno where u heard this stuff from..PLEEZZZ

2 answer ur question 2 the other message i do

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: I CALL MY BULLETS PATRON CAZ THEY SAY HEAD SHOTS
Date: Feb 17, 2008 9:57 AM


sources

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: I CAN TELL U LYK ME.IF UR WONDERIN, I LYK U 2™
Date: Feb 15, 2008 6:52 PM


how u kno

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: I CALL MY BULLETS PATRON CAZ THEY SAY HEAD SHOTS
Date: Feb 15, 2008 8:51 PM




----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: I CAN TELL U LYK ME.IF UR WONDERIN, I LYK U 2™
Date: Feb 15, 2008 6:36 PM


WATEVA

AWWW....ITS NICE 2 NO U BELIEVED ME....
BUT 4 REAL...I LYKED U AT 1 TIME

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: I CALL MY BULLETS PATRON CAZ THEY SAY HEAD SHOTS
Date: Feb 15, 2008 8:35 PM


ITZ MR. FOOTBALL BOY 2 U



REALLYYYYYYY, AWWWWWWWWWW, SPEECHLESS

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: I CAN TELL U LYK ME.IF UR WONDERIN, I LYK U 2™
Date: Feb 15, 2008 6:33 PM


SO..THAT DNT MEAN NOTHIN...MR.FOOTBALL MAN

LOL..LOL...IF U MUST KNO...
ITS U

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: I CALL MY BULLETS PATRON CAZ THEY SAY HEAD SHOTS
Date: Feb 15, 2008 8:30 PM


WRONG WRONG WRONG I PLAY FOOTBALL ON FRIDAYZ HA

WHO UR DISPLAY NAME TALKING BOUT, DO I NEED TO MEET THIS NEGRO;TELL ME TELL ME TELL ME

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: I CAN TELL U LYK ME.IF UR WONDERIN, I LYK U 2™
Date: Feb 15, 2008 6:26 PM


watever...u dnt do nothin on Fridays..jus sit in da house all lonely...lol

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: I CALL MY BULLETS PATRON CAZ THEY SAY HEAD SHOTS
Date: Feb 15, 2008 8:23 PM


U BETTER WATCH WHAT U SAY CAZ I GO HARD ON FRIDAYZ LOL


SAME 2 U
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: I CAN TELL U LYK ME.IF UR WONDERIN, I LYK U 2™
Date: Feb 15, 2008 6:18 PM


more lyk a poser..lol

YA Me!!..happy belated v-dsy

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: SIT UR PUSSY ASS DOWN IF YOU CANT STAND THAT
Date: Feb 15, 2008 8:16 PM


caz im gangsta

o da answer iz yes 2 ur comment

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: I CAN TELL U LYK ME.IF UR WONDERIN, I LYK U 2™
Date: Feb 15, 2008 6:02 PM


hmm...
oh..y u put that as ur display name..its sooo....wow...cant even explain..but i laughed when i read it

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: SIT UR PUSSY ASS DOWN IF YOU CANT STAND THAT
Date: Feb 15, 2008 8:01 PM


wat eva u say lol

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: I CAN TELL U LYK ME.IF UR WONDERIN, I LYK U 2™
Date: Feb 12, 2008 5:56 PM


2. OK...i wud tell u if it waz actually dedicated 2 someone..cuz u lyke mi best friend

1. & i knew u was playin...a little...

3. lol...lol

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: SIT UR PUSSY ASS DOWN IF YOU CANT STAND THAT
Date: Feb 12, 2008 7:54 PM


CHILL IT WAS A JOKE, I WAZ PLAYING

P-L-A-Y-I-N-G, AND IT ITS DEDICATED TO SOMEONE U JUST DONT WANNA TELL ME BUT ITZ OKAY

I STILL LUV U DOUGH,LOL

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: I THINK I'M IN LOVE WITH...™
Date: Feb 12, 2008 5:51 PM


WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
is it seriouse...it wasn't even dedicated to anyone...OH GOD
u shud watch ur temper, its not healthy 4 someone as old as u..lol jus kidding
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: SIT UR PUSSY ASS DOWN IF YOU CANT STAND THAT
Date: Feb 12, 2008 7:48 PM


URRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR


PERSONALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL


LIFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: I THINK I'M IN LOVE WITH...™
Date: Feb 12, 2008 5:42 PM


look mr..its a yes or no question lol
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: SIT UR PUSSY ASS DOWN IF YOU CANT STAND THAT
Date: Feb 12, 2008 7:41 PM


itz up 2 u itz ur name lol

itz ur personal lyfe lol
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: I THINK I'M IN LOVE WITH...™
Date: Feb 12, 2008 5:37 PM


yea...i care 4 all my friends

and do u wanna kno who i dedicate my display name to
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: SIT UR PUSSY ASS DOWN IF YOU CANT STAND THAT
Date: Feb 12, 2008 7:27 PM


datz good to know someone got ur back,


oooooooooooooooooooooo thatz sweet must be a lucky dude(ur display name)

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: I THINK I'M IN LOVE WITH...™
Date: Feb 11, 2008 2:25 PM


Ok, i'm jus makin sure cuz, you kno, i'll, get crazy when it come to my friends
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: {DA KSO BOY}...T!R3D OF 3V3RY+H!NG
Date: Feb 10, 2008 4:56 PM


na chill out lol

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: I HATE YOU BUT I WANT YOU™
Date: Feb 7, 2008 6:09 PM


OK..I'M NOT GETTIN IT..BUT YOU WANT ME TO GO OVA THERE AND BEAT HER ASS, CUZ I'LL DO IT...4 REAL,WITH NO PROBLEM

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: {DA KSO BOY}...T!R3D OF 3V3RY+H!NG
Date: Feb 7, 2008 8:07 PM


SHE JA BLEW ME ITZ A LONG STORY BUT SHE PISSED ME OFF

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: I HATE YOU BUT I WANT YOU™
Date: Feb 6, 2008 4:05 PM


well..dont let nobody get her, hold on to her ticght
well, i'll be there
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: {DA KSO BOY}.WONDERING WEN IS LYFE GOIN GET BETTER
Date: Feb 5, 2008 7:01 PM


thankz

yea she pretty everybody wantz her

on october 25 we vs Central at Central at 2pm
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: I HATE YOU BUT I WANT YOU™
Date: Jan 26, 2008 7:57 PM


...well.i hope u get into the NFL when u get older or whatever..i'll be cheerin 4 wateva team ur gonna be on
.....i hope this "chick" ur talkin bout is pretty
....i hope 2 c u at 1 of the games to



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: {DA KSO BOY}.WONDERING WEN IS LYFE GOIN GET BETTER
Date: Jan 26, 2008 9:10 PM


yea i wanna go to the NFL

i fell in luv wit this chick round here, popularity has itz prices


Central is our football rivals hope 2 c u at the game

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: que si yo decio yo amo tu?
Date: Jan 22, 2008 6:37 PM


..thats good! you plan on goin to the NFL
...i dunno some senior boy she met
....who u fall in love wit
......roosevlt is boring wit all these 9th graders, some of them 9th graders are cool bu totha then that its sucks here,
.........i gotta go to central next year

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: {DA KSO BOY}.WONDERING WEN IS LYFE GOIN GET BETTER
Date: Jan 22, 2008 8:19 PM


i play running back,safety, and corner back


who she fall n luv wit

but im n luv over here yo real talk, and she luv me

and im popular at my new school everybody know me and i was only bout to get into confrontations wit 3 people dis year, thatz way below my roosevelt average lol

but im good popularity is cool,
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: MARLENE IS THE # 1 BITCH OF GREENBELT!!!
Date: Jan 22, 2008 5:52 PM


1. yea..AND ITS CYNDI..u always got her name wrong

2. she's livin t he life as a crazy 10th grader, she need help cuz that bitch dnt kno what she doin fallin in love and shit
3. LOL!!funny, what position u play in football


----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: {DA KSO BOY}.WONDERING WEN IS LYFE GOIN GET BETTER
Date: Jan 22, 2008 7:50 PM


u r cidney friend right, where she b

but yea kso and utf all day

im good im on da Varsity Football Team, and Captain of the Wrestling Team but i quit wrestling dat shit gay

i stay in da ville (Forestville)

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: ♫♥MARLENE IS MY # 1 BITCH ♫♥
Date: Jan 22, 2008 2:53 PM


i see u still on that KSO stuff..anyway, how r u, and where u stayin
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: {DA KSO BOY}.WONDERING WEN IS LYFE GOIN GET BETTER
Date: Jan 21, 2008 4:35 PM



waz up
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: ♫♥ALL I WANT U TO DO IS SAY I LOVE U♫♥
Date: Jan 21, 2008 9:39 AM


hey its me.....how are u

(message 2)
HOW BOUT DIZ:

MY NUMBER IS 301-735-1090, CAZ I FORGET NUMBA'S EASILY

DAT NUMBER IS FOR BOTH OF YA TO CALL ME ANYTIME

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: WHO AM I? NIGGA WHO ARE YOU?
Date: Feb 6, 2008 4:07 PM


tell, her, i'll give you her Numba if you want it
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: {DA KSO BOY}.WONDERING WEN IS LYFE GOIN GET BETTER
Date: Feb 5, 2008 5:18 PM


yea kinda b 4 we was goin 2 gether but i thought she wasnt goin b interested n me den afta we waz 2 gether but i still thought she wouldnt have no interest caz after all i am a "BAD ASS" lol

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: WHO AM I? NIGGA WHO ARE YOU?
Date: Jan 28, 2008 5:26 PM


the only reaseon i ask is because wheneva i saw yaw togeather, yaw was talkin and laughin togeather

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: WHO AM I? NIGGA WHO ARE YOU?
Date: Jan 28, 2008 12:11 PM


hey, its cyndi

i wanted to kno if.....

have you ever liked keisha, or thought of her as being more than a friend to you....

i just wanna kno cuz, she liked you, and we discussed me goin out with you...she said it was gonna be fine, she told me to just do what i do, cuz your a great guy...i'm just curious 

.....doesn't kno i'm doing this cuz i didnt wanna tell her,

so, please reply back as soon as possible

Its almost 8 years since i've been in my step-moms life. I know she's not my real mom, but i love her more than my birth mom. She knows nothing about me. She never call on my Birthday(thats because she doesn't klnow my birthday). Whenever she promise she's gonna do something for me, she never do it. She kicked her own son out (who's 17 now) because they were fighting (fist). who kick's their son(or daughter) out over some dude(girl) WHO KICKS THEIR SON(DAUGHTER) OUT OVER SOME DUDE (GIRL) WHO............WHO'S...I DON'T EVEN HAVE A WORD TO DESCRIBE HIM...
this is how horrible she is....
ONE DAY, THE SAME WEEK WHEN I FIRST MET MY BIRTH MOM, (SHE KNEW OUR ADDRESS) SHE SAID SHE WAS GONNA PICK ME UP SO I CANS SPEND THE NIGHT. SO I TOLD MY STEP MOM, AND SHE SAID "OK, GET YOUR STUFF READY," SO I DID, THEN AT LIKE 9:30 p.m., I WAS WONDERING WHY SHE WAS TAKING SO LONG TO COME TO THE HOUSE. MY DAD SAID CALL HER, SO I DID...WHEN SHE ANSWERED I SAID "ARE YOU GONNA PICK ME UP?" SHE TOLD ME "OH!, I CAN'T, LEON HAS THE CAR AND HE WON'T BE BACK TILL LATE" I SAID OK...SHE SAID THAT WITH NO HESITATION, AND SHE HUNG UP WAY BEFOR E ME. I PUT THE PHONE ON THE CHARGER AND I SAT DOWN  FOR A SECOND, ADN WENT TO MY ROOM ADN CRIED...MY STEP MOM ENTERED AND CONFORTED ME BECAUSE SHE KNEW THIS WAS GONNA HAPPEN..AND SHE KEPT DOING IT..OVER AND OVER..SO MY PARENTS STARTED TO DROP ME OFF AND PICK ME UP....
 ever since, i stopped goin g to her house, we don't even talk...Now, my step mother cares for me, she make sure i have a good day at school, she's funny, al;ways know what to say and, when i'm sick, she calls like every 30 minutes to make sure i'm ok. she's my idol (girl idol). she's the mom i want to be with for ever..she supports me, unlike my mom.
i'm greatful that she gave birth to me, but other than that, she's nothing to me.


take a vote..
who's the winner!!!



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           Today was the worst day of my life................this  is the story...............

the day before Spring Break, Termekia and Ronny had got into an argument about Termekia's pen, Ronny didn't take her pen but she didnm't believe her, so, when Ronny went to the bathroom, Termekia went into Ronny's bag and started to look for her pen, but instead, she found her wallet and took $10 out of it (10 friggen dollars). So i thought they (Channel, Kierea and Termekia) was playing until Termekia said "come with me to get some change." i noticed when they left they was seriouse.

Now, a couple of days ago, i told Ronny what happend and she said "i had a feeling she took it" i asked her "why didn't you confront her?" she said she didn't want to cause any drama. Ronny starts to ask Termekia some questions and she lied about all of them. 

Which leads me up to today. At lunch, Everyone who sits at my table know that i told Ronny because Ronny told Termekia, and Termekia told Channel, adn Channel told Kiera, and  i didn't like her from the start. She said, Kesha, what did you tell Ronny. i told her and she said oh, if you said my name there would have been problems, and of you said channel's name there would have been even more problems..in my mind i was thinkin, she's a groupie, protecting her  master...SAD.......


Now...at lunch Termekia tried to ignore me, she wouldn't answer me when i called her aand she showed off (big hamma tooth ass). Then after lunch Ronny told me that they said that i took the money....i said, "why would i take your money when i get money like every week." so now Nijinna know about it and seh stopped coming to lunch...the only way i could make myself feel better is if i wasn't around them


i was wondering...did i do the right thing by telling Ronny the truth? or should i just have kep my mouth shut adn let it move on?
    

                                       i'm sitting in biology  watching a movie about the "monkey" trial when
i hear the people talk about god and sins and stuff. Then in latin, we was watching "last
day Pompeii" when they talk about praying to god  to save them. i wondered the hole time if he's even real, did he really make teh world in 7 days, and people the next? In my opinion, praying to a person thats been dead for centries is a waste of time. my belief in god is decreasing everytime i speak. wheni go to church or see church shows on TV, it always make me wonder, what can a dead man person do for you? I think someone of any race who worship anything is known to be weak to me because they have to ask someone else to help them with something they can't do or isn't willing to try, the thing is if you try, your not  trying hard enough. One day my friend said "HEY! god should be capitalized." well...he's not my mom or dad, he's not related to me in  any way. why should i respect him. He didn't stop segregation or racism,  shot, Martin  Luther KIng couldn't do it, so it's still here. I read an icon, it said "JUST BECAUSE YOU DON'T BELIEVE IN HIM DOESN'T MEAN HE DON'T BELIEVE IN YOU," or something like that. praying won't help you win the lottery or pass a test, prayin won't help your relationship or  any  other problem you have in your life, it's you, not god or anyone else in the bible, it's you and you don't even know it. i hate when people talk about going to heven or hell, their already there. those living the good life, free from any problems is in heaven, and those struggling to survive is living inhell, and they don't know it because they don't see the world like i do. can you say rediculouse.