Y DO THEY DO THIS

Ok...well ,after the thing with Ronny and the money thing, i sat  at a diferent table, i sit with a bunch of boys, now their like my brothers, we laugh togeather, whenever someone is depressed or emotional the others are, were's so close.
Now i like one of them...Dustin.
So...now my friend Neli (girls nick name) sits at the table because my ex-friend was talking about her.
Now that she's at our table, all she's doing is flirting with them...
even Dustine..i'm like OMG...so..after that, i said "i think Dustin like's you."
But before that, at lunch, he was just whispering to her (is whispering a word??)
compleminting her..so now i have second thoughts about him..this  is the third time this happend,
1 with Daniell and cyndi
2 pamela and Thomas(who i still like)
3 Myesha and Thomas
and finally
4nelli and dustin
what is it that i don;t have
is it something they don't like
if there is
i'm not changing cuz if you want me
you need to accept me for who iam
if you like me
tell me
why are boys like that....and why are girls so dramatic..
i'm one of them
if i like him, i should have told him
i'm soooo stupid GOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm gonna stay single for the rest of my life
ever since i've entered the 10th grade the only person i went out with was Allen
Allen was a sweet heart......but he moved, so we had to part
and i haven't dated then.
GOSH THIS SUCKS
I HATE MY LOVE LIFE