I DON'T WANNA STAY HERE

now that my step-mom registered me to go to summer to summer school
she came back and said "here, you need to fill this out and take it with you to school, even your councilor toldme to be mean to you....yea she was their"
she said it with the meanist attitude ever
i dont wanna stay here anymore
but if i say that to them
they'll only tell me to pack my things and go to ms.smiths house (my real mom)
she's acting like i didn'y try
she keep comparing me to my siblings
she's like "see, even your brother graduated and he was actin' up like you did"
i hate when shecompares me to my siblings or to someone elses child
its not right..........it really isnt
it hurts my feelings
its like she wants me out becaue i cost to much money
she told me that she could go to some place and and get something that starts with an "R"
she said with that i could be out of their lives
and they dont have to take care of me
and that the police would come and take me away
my dad keep saying "i'm for it" 
he' s my dad
he's supposed to support me, help me, anything 
but instead...he's doing exactly what she's doing
i dont belong here
and now i really know that 
thats why i've decided to leave home and go somewhere else 

lashawn1
Female - 17 years old
HYATTSVILLE, MD
United States
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